"is it even a possibility?

heart´s been stolen
eyes are swolen
all these words were never spoken
stomach sinking
wishful thinking

wish these fears would disappear
so we could run away from here

is it even a possibility?"

Possibility - Sierra Noble
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if I have anything to say,
I can't find the words to say it.
I guess you'll just have to wait.
I guess I'll have to wait for the sun.

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oh, and my daddy is in the hospital right now, bronchitis. any and all prayers needed.

please.

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that's it. I've had an idea.


This Halloween, and Comic Con, I am now V from V for Vendetta.

I'm trying my best to get as many wicked awesome people to do the same at my school so we can have a mass of V's running around doing deviously wonderful things. how perfect. and simple.

time to round up the troops.

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Greater things are yet to come, greater things are still to be done.

as in the Avril Lavigne song...

and how perfect it sounds.
and how oblivious you seem.

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"It don't do me any good
it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind?
If it ain't comin' out,
we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?"

so I'm goin' to this little place I call,

California.




and to Ministry Quest.
and I don't even know what to think. It's exactly a month from now.
I'm almost... scared.

I don't want to cry anymore.
I want it to be alright.
Please tell me it's gonna be alright.

I would rather leave unnoticed than your absence to pain them all.


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I'm losing you, and how does that seem like a simple task. I cannot blame anyone else but myself for the misery I feel, but I can't help it.

And the final dues are over and I lost my chance to look you in the eye and tell you how much you mean to me. THERE WAS NO REPRISE. I couldn't even cry on your shoulder and hear it was going to be alright. A farewell so empty and cold.

I feel so empty and cold.



Where is God in all this? I pray, please comfort me. Calm my breaking heart. I need to know it's going to be alright. I need to hear it. I need to feel it. I want to know You're going to take care of me. why can't I feel your presence?



please don't leave me, not yet.









...I'm so proud of you.