I don't want to cry anymore.
I want it to be alright.
Please tell me it's gonna be alright.

I would rather leave unnoticed than your absence to pain them all.


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I'm losing you, and how does that seem like a simple task. I cannot blame anyone else but myself for the misery I feel, but I can't help it.

And the final dues are over and I lost my chance to look you in the eye and tell you how much you mean to me. THERE WAS NO REPRISE. I couldn't even cry on your shoulder and hear it was going to be alright. A farewell so empty and cold.

I feel so empty and cold.



Where is God in all this? I pray, please comfort me. Calm my breaking heart. I need to know it's going to be alright. I need to hear it. I need to feel it. I want to know You're going to take care of me. why can't I feel your presence?



please don't leave me, not yet.









...I'm so proud of you.